To the girl who made me drenched into you

回想起那时候， 你亲口告诉我他的存在 让我不得不面对早就懂的事实 那时我懂不能再装不懂 那时的我就冒起了很多或许 不过或许在也不能或许 希望你和他能幸福 不过你还是在我心里占据一个位置 我不会特地去忘记或记得你 我只会让时间帮我执行这个任务

Time Flies

Well, I already back to campus for about one weeks.

I was just busy for assignments and practices.

The assignment was much than I expected

The assignment was rushing me all the time

To be honest, I still left about 10 assignment to hand on May

The university life is so hectic but I enjoyed it.

I knew I will not having such time after 2 years.

Somehow, I felt that time flies very fast

The happening during orientation was still so bright and clear

Yet Im going to semester 5 very soon.

UUM is not my ideal university but it created a lot of awesome memories to me.

Recently is election fever

My facebook, newspaper and also twitter was full of election news.

Each party was insulting the other one with same issues.

Sometime, I would like to say it is annoying.

Why they dont just do the things which favour other people.

Stop nonsense insulting and show your achievement

There is no point keep insulting

We would like to see what you can do and what you had did instead of seeing how well you all insulting

I will going to have very first vote for my nation

This is a better way to show my nationhood compare to study those ridiculous Malaysia Nationhood.

For me, I really dont know what contribution candidates had made to my area.

But, I have my own answer what parties should I vote.

It is sensitive to reveal but I would say I support 2 parties in the parlimen instead of 1 party monopolized it

Final exam is in the corner

It is about 35 days and it will be my first paper and I will finish my exam after my first exam.

I was quite worried on it as the time was kind pack

I would likely to prepare my exam earlier in order able to catch up with the schedule

There was a fire drill yesterday.

However I did not entertain them.

Their request was quite odd and weirdo

They were asking us to change a manner wear before we have to run out the room and escape

It is just like you take off the pants to fart.

Wondering if it is happening, do you have the time to do so or not.

Last topic of the blog

I feel damn guilty on what I had done recently

I knew it is not good but I feel like addicted.

I was keep asking for more but I do not know how can I stop it.

Ishh, anyone would like to help me??

I feel like myself was so wrong with such actions.

MASUM Competition and Vacation

Good morning and good day!!!
Wake up in own house have a definitely good one.
Officially ended my fruitful mid sem break vacation UUM-MLK-NS-KL-IPOH-PG
Lots of things happen throughout the vacation
2 epic bus driver, competition, gathering and transit makes my trip memorable.
Masum made me fall more deeper as previous.
Besides this, it also foster the relationship between us
It is also an eye opener for me to see those state and country representative during the competition.
While the ego and epic driver ruin the beautiful trips with some certain epic wordings.
" I purposely send you late to have breakfast in order to let you have breakfast and lunch together."
" It it so hard to find chinese food in melacca. "
Besides this, people bus always standby in front of stadium but ours 1 got no idea at where.
When we called for them to bring us lunch, it took us 1 hour to reach there.
End up we eat at the stadium instead of going anywhere
Besides this, the epic driver made us got no proper time to take our meal.
Our breakfast was like brunch, lunch like teatime while dinner like supper
After all, some of us directly go to melacca central to have a bus.
For no reason, the bus ticket heading to KL are all full
And we have to sit bus from Malacca to Seremban in order to sit KTM to Kajang.
Due to transportation constrain, we just able to bukit bintang area
I just went there to window shop and eat some food that I want to try badly
Such as snow flakes and zanmai.
It's pretty bad got no chance to try satay kajang due to the shop closed.
What to do...
After this, We sit the 3.30pm bus to back penang from kajang.
However, we were only managed to reach penang at 1am.
Tudio damn the stupid bus company which keep stop at almost every terminal.
Amanjaya, duta and pudu stopped about 30 minutes each
Besides this, we faced roadblock and accident as well..
Thus, it took 8 and the half hour to reach penang.
While the time consumed can makes me reach johor from penang or round way of PG-KL...
Well right now I got to rush for my assignment and also mid sem exam.
It's all my fruitful trip...

AUUMAN + Swimming activity

It's been sometime I didnt update the blog.
I was so busy recently till I got not much extra time to do so
Assignment, tutorial, events and training made me so breathless
But right now events is no longer relevant to me temporarily
But others is still coming all the way to me especially the training

Well, talk about the event - AUUMAN
finally AUUMAN ended not successfully due to the bad service provided by the host
Poor pa systems, ambiguity on everything due to turnover of PIC, empty promise, pack places, stingy...
But undeniable, the place was awesome
It is so antique but the places was so pack but they still want us to do our business for 100pax.
Even our 80pax is already hard to move in and out.
Furthermore, their place was like an oven
The stupid stingy boss not likely to open the air cond due to save cost.
What a dumbshit reason.
Yet, what a big hotel with no plug that can connect PA to laptop.
Such failure.
End up, i ate not much besides that I was away for about 1 hours.
I missed some part.
It is such a messy things.

I'm gonna appreciate the coming mid term break as I got more than half of the break will not in penang.
I'll be going to UTeM for swimming competition then go to KL to have some food trip.
After competition, then it will not have any training anymore.
The training was so exhausted but fun.

It's been a long time I do not go to KL to have a vacation.
It's the time!!!
But assignment seems like will go along with me from UUM.

Friend

Well, there are some unhappiness happen.

I think it is better for me to wrote it all here instead of explode.

Its been sometime.

I knew you treat me as a best friends.

and I knew you treat everyone very good.

But sometime I was unhappy with the situation where you was using me to good something good to other

Well, I admit I was a bit small gas on this situation.

I tried to convince myself that because you treated me as buddy

So you wont so treat me in modest way.

But I found out that I can not.

Recently, our topic was always the same.

Every moment I received your call, I got idea what you want to talk with me.

I want to know is it we left such topic to discuss??

Sometimes, you treated people too good until people take you as granted.

At least I feel so.

I dont know how to tell you verbally.

I wish you able to see this message.

2 weeks update

It's been a long time i did not update my blog...
Bear with me as I kind of busy recently...
I almost got back to my hostel in the late night while went out in the early morning.
It is only 3rd week of the semester but the workload are so heavy till made me lost my motivation
Luckily I found back the motivation but the assignment still going on.
This semester was tough for me.
Interview, create system, case study, tutorial, quiz all are queuing and awaiting me to settle it.
Perhaps feel so helpless on it but life still need to go on...
However, some of it was quite interesting for me such as creating a system.

For this 2 weeks,
There are 3 moments which are so precious...
Firstly is our Cap Goh Mei celebration
Im not in Penang thus Im unable to throw mandarin orange but I celebrate with my BB
15 of us went to Alor Setar for steamboat celebration
We eat, snap, chat, tease all the time.
The moment was so relaxing though I just finished my holy 10 hour class.
We did all silly things without any consideration.
The feeling was truely awesome...

Secondly is Hui Xian Birthday...
That is the day which LSBG members are almost reached.
Although the time is short, but we play, chat, snap around.
Previously the group was having some minor conflict
It is glad to see that the conflict is solve and we are able to play once again each others.

Lastly is today which is pre celebration of birthday for Macho, Brian and also Jeff.
From today, I able to see how we care each other
Especially Brian who fly the car to wish to know what happening on Mifen.
After this we were playing cream war and also water war after they blew the cake.
We makes the silent night not silent at all.
We shout, roar, fool around the basketball court like a kids.
The moment was so precious for us.
Outsider will feel we are so childish with such action but who cares?
Today gathering made me remind of the Langkawi trip where we also playing the same cards game with those all silly punishment.

Well, Im so sleepy right now and going to bed.
I got not enough sleep recently while tuesday and friday is the only day where I can have enough sleep.
There are a lot of things to do tomorrow which I listed above which awaiting me.
The process is hard, but I believe the outcome will be sweet enough.
Believing on myself.

Inspiration from movies

Well, today is friday which are hols for us UUMers.
I got a full freedom today as my roomie went to Hatyai.
While I having my lunch, I watched Ah Boys be Men
The story is about how a teenager faced when he is going to have his National Service in Singapore.
While the teenager is being protected well by parents
For sure, the teenager went in reluctantly.
Then there a series of funny things happen on the camp.
I am so wondering what will it be if the guy is me.
As I feel the person is so like me in term of personality and I never serve NS
Malaysia NS is not compulsory yet the time taken is much shorter compare to Singapore.
Malaysia will only takes about 3 months while Singapore need to serve for 2 years.
The facilities, training, quality also have a huge gap I believe.
I am so wondering will I able to go through this 2 years.
The movie makes me so curious about my army life if Malaysia have such NS service.
But I believe I will whine like a cats before the day I went in to the camp.
Back to reality, I would prefer everyone mandatory for NS
As it is a great yet different experience for the boys.
But not what Malaysia did now but like Korea, Taiwan or Singapore.
I think it will helps the boys to develop in term of discipline, responsibilities and etc.
It is another type of learning which hardly got in from formal education.
Besides Ah Boys to Men, another drama Reality Check inspired me as well.
A part of drama is filming how a teenagers live in rural area without any electronic device
Besides this, the teenagers have to follow what the villagers did everyday for 14 days.
The villages got no modern electronic devices.
They just have a simple life yet happiness always around them which is a huge contra with us
We have a lot modern electronic devices but happiness not always with us.
The parts that I have resonance is if I am the teenagers am i capable to survive in this 14 days?
Well, I got no 100% confidence I can make it but I will like to have a try on it if there are a chance.
Same as above, it helps a person to develop in a quicker way.
I did self-reflection after this 2 drama and movie.
It makes me feel more desperately to go GCDP for self development in a surrounding which I not familiar.