Phobia

This matter I start worried from long long time ago but not now

I am going to turn 21 in 6 months times

I am no longer a child that need to supervise by parents

By law, I can did a lot of things that initially disallow as under age

In other words, it means that I have more freedom

But then I start feel to worry on the matter that surround me

Can I ensure my family can live more nicer?
Can I ensure not to let them worried about me?
I am the only son and only child in my family

I believe they have high expectations on me but can I hit it?
Nobody knows.

I'm going to be 21

It is the age that disallow me to be capricious

I have to take extra care on surrounding before I took any actions

Besides that, I have to take extra care on myself(To prevent something touchwood happen)